.: out of place :.

It's ironic that this place that I call 'home' does not feel homey at all. I feel that I cannot fit in here; I'm such an outcast. Here, being different is not a good thing. Girls love to have matching outfits, hairdos, and accessories with their girlfriends. I'm about 15kg overweight than average girls here. There's no such thing as individuality and privacy for sure. On top of the social issues, the weather disagree with me. Everytime I go back to Indo, my allergies resurface. I've been sneezing like crazy, my skin is itchy, and I have mosquito bites allover my legs. Is it wrong to miss SanFran now? :(